home

I spent more and more time at home. A close connection has formed to the flat, I examined continuously the effects of this narrow physical comfort zone. Everyday’s insecurity has been replaced the calmness of home, which created dependency: the more I felt safe the more I wanted to be there and it was very difficult to leave it. The series presents an idyllic state; it was a calm feeling what was confirmed by artistic productivity and also the knowledge of creation can be done in this environment. After a while it came an opposite distracted feeling too: home could provide some kind of peace, but not the complete peace of mind. Unsatisfied feelings constantly occurred; anxiety: the desire to rediscover the outside world. Using lights as a direct way is the main element of the series, the formed contrasts can express this passive, anxious situation.